unstrung

I’ve been out of words these days. I don’t know why. I’d like to
think that I’m not depressed… since thinking that I am, simply proves
otherwise. but I am not, of course. I’m just too busy dealing with my
daily grind. hehehe Life after graduation is indeed very though. I just
wish there was some sort of "fast forward" option where I’ll be magically transported to a futuristic state where I can say "Yes, that
was clearly the right path to take" or "Hmmm This is definitely the way
to do it" or "OMG, I discovered the cure to cancer! I’m gonna be
rich!!!". hah. I mean, i know this is just a phase…, I just wish "getting
there" was a lot easier.   But i guess, that’s reality and nobody
can really tell what’s ahead of us. All there is to do is face it and
keep up with the beating.

So what’s the point of all this wondering?? I don’t know. I guess I
felt like I needed a pause from all the random shit that I’ve been
doing lately. Lotta things come and here and there… but then after
all of that’s over and done.. you’re pretty much forced to stick with
the basics. So if anything, this is just me kicking myself in the butt
and saying "Chris, you’re new chapter awaits."

Hopefully.., everything’s gonna be alright.

I realized that I never posted my old blog’s link here on friendster. Since i linked my friendster one to that.. I figured i’d return the favor.

Man, those were the XANGA! days…